Rosebud\

do you ever feel like noone wants to do things with you because your to much work for them?  ex:  your hanging out with your family and plans are being made for the following day to get together with everyone, but, your in a chair, you don’t drive anymore and have no way to get there.  so you can’t go and instead of trying to help figure out a way to get you there the response is oh well maybe next time.

another example:  back in the day when you could still walk, you got invited everywhere.  now that you are in a chair nobody seems to want to hang out with you.  the days of having a social life is over and the only time anyone wants anything to do with you is when basically they have no choice its more obligation then anything else.

sorry for babbling but needed to get this off my chest and nobody close to me gets it they think i’m just going thru a phase.  maybe i am but if they would listen instead of criticize life would be better.

the thing is i already do everything by myself, to the point of, the people i associate with are shocked when they hear that i’m married and have 3 kids.  i guess what i really want is when someone says hey lets go to the movies or do u want to go shopping, they follow thru with it instead of just not showing up and then hearing later that they went to the movies or went shopping with someone else.  if they really don’t want you to go then don’t ask in the first place.

sorry again on soapbox.  thanks for listening.