Rosebud\

is it giving up when u really believe there is nothing u can do about certain aspects of your life?  when no amount of  exercise or therapy will help and u know that no amount of drugs will help either.  is it wrong to cry because your kids see how this disease is reeking havoc on your body, and u have tried to keep it from them but its not always the easiest thing to do.  there are so many days i just want to give up but because i have kids and grandkids i keep on going.  the problem is there are those days and when they come i don’t always know how to move on.